We got love and hate it's the only way.

The Broken Social Scene concert was fucking amazing. They played all of my favorite songs and when they played "Lover's Spit' I cried. Part of it was because I was moved by the song but the other reason I cried was because I had become sad listening to Jessica S's problems with her little sister Amanda and then hearing that Amy is having the same problems with Shannon.
I was a wreck after hearing all these secrets and problems. I have too much sympathy and empathy for people. That is what my problems is and I feel like I'm carrying all this weight on my shoulders and it sucks.
I need to stop caring so much and letting others and their problems affect me so much but I don't know how to stop caring. I'll always care. Even if something happened to my any of my evil ex-boyfriends I would be crying for them. I'll always care for people. Even mean people who don't deserve it.
Nick and I invited Greg because some scalpers were selling tickets for twenty bucks. It is very awkward for me to be around Greg I feel like he likes me and still don't know if I like him like that anymore. I don't know what I feel for people anymore.
I spotted John and Justin and I got all panicky with sweaty palms and pits. It was horrible so I made my mind to just go up to Justin and say "hi", seeing as were better friends than John and I ever were. Justin hugged me and asked me about my Disney pass and blah, blah. I looked over at John while we talked a few times but he was just watching the concert. Then after a pause in our conversation I felt weird so I just waved at John and said, "Hi". He didn't even respond, he just smiled at me I think. Sigh.
People are weird, especially people of the opposite sex...