Thursday, January 5, 2012

And if it turns out real then love can turn the wheel.

David said those three dreaded words.
I love you.

We argued a little tonight and yesterday and I overreacted both times about not being able to see him this week because I'm insecure and so lonely. I think he really was thinking about breaking up with me or it was a bluff because he also said, "But hey if I didn't like you, you wouldn't be able to get under my skin." So I am pretty sure we were going to make up either way. I said I was sorry and I understand he works long hours, he's tired and he's extremely busy all day.

"Thanks for that it means a lot. Goodnight Ms. Darlin'
Your welcome, sweet dreams. I luff you!
I love you.
:D I love you too."

So I guess he loves me.
 I feel so strange because I actually believe him!
 I want to cry and scream all at the same time.
Have I finally found a guy who is there for me emotionally, that sexually satisfies me, treats me like a lady and LOVES ME. All in one?! It's fucking crazy I better knock on wood. Or pinch myself before it goes away!