So I haven't written in this for a very long time. I have been feeling slightly disgusted with myself for quite awhile. I didn't/don't like the person I am/have become...I'm trying to change and prove myself wrong. I don't want to be so egocentric I just want to get by and not hurt anyone or be hurt by anyone. I just want to live in peace.
I miss Nick. I miss having my best friend. I miss life when it was less complicated. I've quit doing drugs, I just smoke cigarettes and smoke pot. I don't buy it and eventually I will detox my body of all drugs and meat....eventually. But not quite yet. =)
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